This is going to seem quite random, probably... Just a bit of an update, I guess...
Final Fantasy X-2:
I'm recently addicted to playing this again. I blame Antiquity-Dreams and supernovadobe from dA for it because of their epic cosplays of Thief Yuna and Berserker Rikku. I started from almost the beginning. I had a save game on my memory card from Chapter 1, with Treasure Spheres in Besaid and Zanarkand, so I loaded that one. (After playing another game up to Chapter 5 and dying fighting The Experiment... WHICH MY BROTHER BEAT!!! -angry face-)
Anyway, I was playing today and I went to Mushroom Rock Road, still in Chapter 1, and got attacked by a Tonberry. I figured, What the hell, I'll fight it. Because I'd killed some easily in the Via Infinito on the other save file before. It wasn't easy, but it wasn't insanely difficult, either... I didn't time it, but it mustn't have taken more than, oh, say, 5 minutes? Give or take... I'm probably underestimating... It just didn't seem that long... I killed it. Paine and Rikku were either level 15 or 16 and Yuna was level 15. They were all in their normal dress spheres. I'm still kind of amazed at how easy the battle was for me... I did come close to dying a few times, but, no one ever actually was KO'ed. And I went through some of my excess of potions! I had 99 at the start of the battle and by the end, I'd used 20-some... That was a pretty epic thing from today, which is, so far, pretty fucking amazing.
I listened to them for the first time yesterday, and I've since fallen in love with the song Chokkan 2. I'm listening to it for the 10th(?) time in a row... It's addictive. It is, so far, the only song I've listened to in entirety. It's just too addictive to play anything else!
Sou da sou da sou da mattaku!
...For my brother. I'm no longer in school. There was a water main break or something at my brother's school, so he didn't have school today.
Oh, how I love those Brits! They uploaded two new videos today!!!! One was of them in Katekyo Hitman Reborn cosplay, lip-synching to 'I Want it That Way' by the Backstreet Boys. It was great! Kelly/Tsuna had the whole boy-band look down perfectly! Dani/Ken was pretty amazing, too. Their other new video was the first episode of The Shinra Files!!!! I was sooooooo excited when I saw that video in my 'Subscriptions' box! And I was, ironically, listening to Final Fantasy 5 ROBOVoice OC ReMix.
Final Fantasy 5 ROBOVoice OC ReMix:
OMG! This song is sooooo freaking epic! No lie! I'm IN LOVE with it! I first heard it years ago, after I'd first discovered the internet, and, today, it (not so) randomly popped into my head, so I looked it up.
I'm totally lost here. I mean, I have know idea what to believe anymore. I'm still the closest with Wicca, but, having been raised Christian, I always wonder... I guess I'll take my chances... I still think most of Christianity is a load of bull, though. (No offense intended. It's just my opinion from past personal experiences!) I watched a few videos today by one of my favourite Pagan videomakers, SpykeVampyre, about Patron Gods. It got me thinking. I want to, at some point, isolate myself from all society and just figure things out. Find myself, connect with nature and the divine, and just think. When/if I can ever do this, (I need to find somewhere isolated to spend my time, first) I'll try to keep a journal of it. I might just write it in my Book of Shadows, since it kind of pertains to my Wiccan experiences... I guess...
~~WE INTERRUPT THIS JOURNAL ENTRY TO BRING YOU AN IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT!!!~~
Okay, Chokkan 2 just got annoying... Hey, I listened to it a good 15-ish times before it happened, though! I'll probably turn it back on soon, I just need a break for a bit...
And now, back to your regular scheduled journal entry.
Okay, what was I saying...? I've got the lyrics to Chokkan 2 running through my head...
Oh, yeah, Wicca-related matters. Back to my being confused. I'm sort of torn between Wicca, Atheism, Agnosticism, and Christianity... Lol, amusing how spell check recognises all of those but Wicca.... Of course, Spell Check doesn't recognise a lot of what I type... And I've still got the Chokkan 2 lyrics repeating in my head... But I digress. ANYWAY! If I can keep my train of thought, maybe we'll get somewhere! Ok. Religion. Confusion. Yeah, so, I'm not really sure on things right now, which is why I would like to do some soul-searching, but that's sort of impossible in my house, so I need isolation. But, if I went with how I feel right now, it would be to Wicca.
Going back to the subject of Patrons, I'm quite curious as to who mine would be. I mean, it relies upon so many things, including which Pantheon I follow, which I haven't decided yet. I really like the Norse, Greek, and Egyptian Pantheons, and I'm interested in the Shinto Pantheon.
Argh! I can't keep my train of thought! I'll try to edit this later with more info, for now, I'm going to break the TV.... (not really, but it is helping distract me, which is frustrating me...) Damned Golden Girls... (Love that show!)
I'm going to bed now....